i was reading my old blog and i think this post is still useful. :)
so to the person. whosoever you are, and i doubt u will be reading my blog, cause the number of readers is like virtually ZERO, i wish to congrat u of coming up with such an 'attractive' story. =)
and ya. pray hard i dunno u. if not, i m sure i will dig out all ur darkest secrets and spread it. well. i think and bet my mouth is bigger. =D roars. challenge me yea. let's see. shall i mention ur mum sleeps ard? or ur dad is a whore? hahas. or maybe say that you're a bastard or something? well. maybe that's perhaps nothing to u. but well. i wun be so mean. i shall just wish u GOOD LUCK and the following
-CROSS the road with care. =) u never know. Lorries, buses, cars ARE BIG, u know. they can crash and crush people =)
-even if u dun cross the road, walk with care. =) cars not only travel on roads u know. they can crash people on the pavements.
-EAT with care. simple reason. Dun choke and ya. who knows, ur other enemies outside might poison u. =)
- SLeep well. and never wake up. =) or maybe some monster will appear and eat u up or take u far away, for the benefit of all human beings, or should i say? dogs, pigs, cockroaches, houseflies, ants. Cos they deserve to live more than u do. =)
- be careful of animals. =) or should i say. animals, be careful of this Beast.
-maybe you're a mugger, study more. =) may all the bookworms come alive and gobble u up. and ya. last but not least, DUN be wary of me, cause i m not going to do anything bad to u physically. =)
i shall let heaven decide cos i believe he or she will be on my side. =)
so ya. what u can do now is wash ur mouth thoroughly with all the soap and detergent and all the crap but still it will be futile. cos what's done is done.. =)
and pray hard that you'll live another day longer. =)
with that good nite. and hope u MAY wake up and see the sun rise tmr.
GOD BLESS YOU.
Sunday, 12 August 2007
Saturday, 11 August 2007
wish.
for i may not live till the day i see them being tortured.
i shall lay the curse.
for the hatred is deep in me now.
for i may not see the sunrise tomorrow.
i shall wish you well
for the love is back again now.
all the best, my friends,
all the bad, my foes,
life's either heaven or hell for you
I SWEAR!
i shall lay the curse.
for the hatred is deep in me now.
for i may not see the sunrise tomorrow.
i shall wish you well
for the love is back again now.
all the best, my friends,
all the bad, my foes,
life's either heaven or hell for you
I SWEAR!
Revenge : physical #2 * STUFF*
yea. we've come to the second torture.:)
ideas sponsered by some friends.
what does it mean? we shall find out below.
ideas sponsered by some friends.
what does it mean? we shall find out below.
- firstly, ensure the person is in the clearest state of mind. :)
- next, use a 15 cm long sharp knife and slide it down his smooth naked body.
- you reach the part below :) and u nicely cut off the genitals :)
- and you see him shouting NO NO NO. haha. while u smile. :)
- and as his mouth is still open from shouting, STUFF the gentials in his mouth.
- and next, you take a needle and thread, and you nicely sew the hole up.
- wait, there's still the empty part below. what shall we do???
- we buy a watermelon or a durian or your choice. and then stuff it up.
yummy yummy.
enjoy the hotdog, meatballs and the dessert :)
Friday, 10 August 2007
the list :)
OKAY.
so this is the highly anticipated list of people.
anyway, the terms used are in such a way that i understand and u try to understand. so dun bother thinking what's wrong if you think something's wrong.
i wouldn't name now, probably just give the first letter of the name, and what he/she did. :)
DA- well. thanks to him, i have today.
KL- well. this guy is the "FAG" guy.
NS- haha. their clique. besides , i dun even know him. :)
YZ- haha. oh. now u see a "rare" person.
KK- thank you for making 1st 3 mths terrible, retainee.
NA- and thx for assisting. :)
WS- c'mon, seriously dude, in a competition, you either lose or win, if all the losers say the judge is at fault, well, why compete in the first place? LOSER.
SA- I can't stand that "i can't stand you" kind of irritating stare.
AS- this is the most hypocritical woman who acts so innocent with the most vicious heart. she attacks.
AI- this is the bitch that work in some shop and think she's the biggest. and she's never wrong. i just love to see her pathetic look in class.
RM- oh. this big mouth.
CA- this one too. and confrontation may not seem to be the best resolution.
LJ- ugliest guy i've ever seen. be it heart or looks.
JN- this one. he still owes me sth.
AT- yah yah. u can have the chair, but at the expense of ur life.
BW- this guy acts as if he's the boss, and he's not. :) he's just a person who looks down on people and may his fats drown him someday.
YX- this omfg idiot. i dun even know where he is now. haha. but sec 2. u stood outside the class. and i smiled =)
MH- thank you for saying my mum looks like a prostitute in pri school. :) i'll make sure ur mum becomes one. :)
SH- Japan or China, i dun care, i think u shouldn't even belong to earth.
and also, there're this other bunch of offenders. like when i was in pri2.
on the bus, i was sitting with my brother who was so young then, on the green coloured seats meant for elderly.
well, apparently, this uncle or bastard or old man came up, and commented, "so you guys are playing gameboy here" then i forgot what he said, but i m like forced to give up my seat.
I was so weak. i did. and the problem is, in front of me, there're like seats that're for normal people. and furthermore, u see abled young people sitting on the green seats. just so crap that i became the "scapegoat"
but thanks to him, i remember one thing, deeply etched in my heart, WE SHOULD BE SELFISH. but then again, haha. back to the uncle, i seriously think he's dead. no one survived my curses. :) i think
so this is the highly anticipated list of people.
anyway, the terms used are in such a way that i understand and u try to understand. so dun bother thinking what's wrong if you think something's wrong.
i wouldn't name now, probably just give the first letter of the name, and what he/she did. :)
DA- well. thanks to him, i have today.
KL- well. this guy is the "FAG" guy.
NS- haha. their clique. besides , i dun even know him. :)
YZ- haha. oh. now u see a "rare" person.
KK- thank you for making 1st 3 mths terrible, retainee.
NA- and thx for assisting. :)
WS- c'mon, seriously dude, in a competition, you either lose or win, if all the losers say the judge is at fault, well, why compete in the first place? LOSER.
SA- I can't stand that "i can't stand you" kind of irritating stare.
AS- this is the most hypocritical woman who acts so innocent with the most vicious heart. she attacks.
AI- this is the bitch that work in some shop and think she's the biggest. and she's never wrong. i just love to see her pathetic look in class.
RM- oh. this big mouth.
CA- this one too. and confrontation may not seem to be the best resolution.
LJ- ugliest guy i've ever seen. be it heart or looks.
JN- this one. he still owes me sth.
AT- yah yah. u can have the chair, but at the expense of ur life.
BW- this guy acts as if he's the boss, and he's not. :) he's just a person who looks down on people and may his fats drown him someday.
YX- this omfg idiot. i dun even know where he is now. haha. but sec 2. u stood outside the class. and i smiled =)
MH- thank you for saying my mum looks like a prostitute in pri school. :) i'll make sure ur mum becomes one. :)
SH- Japan or China, i dun care, i think u shouldn't even belong to earth.
and also, there're this other bunch of offenders. like when i was in pri2.
on the bus, i was sitting with my brother who was so young then, on the green coloured seats meant for elderly.
well, apparently, this uncle or bastard or old man came up, and commented, "so you guys are playing gameboy here" then i forgot what he said, but i m like forced to give up my seat.
I was so weak. i did. and the problem is, in front of me, there're like seats that're for normal people. and furthermore, u see abled young people sitting on the green seats. just so crap that i became the "scapegoat"
but thanks to him, i remember one thing, deeply etched in my heart, WE SHOULD BE SELFISH. but then again, haha. back to the uncle, i seriously think he's dead. no one survived my curses. :) i think
Revenge : physical #1 *POKE*
anyway, the following is just a say. it doesn't mean i will do it. i m just joking abt this. like i will have the guts to do it? haha.
so yah. and if u dun like to read this kind of stuff, shoo. :)
well. i classified my revenge into a few parts.
physical and mental.
this shall be the 1st post of the revenge series. :)
fret not, unless you are one of the 20 -people in my list,that somehow,
i will reveal slowly in this blog. =p
worrying? haha. anyway, the number will NEVER decrease, and no doubt it will increase. :)
physically, we can do many things to a person.
ranging from the head to toe.
i will make sure all parts are fully utilized. :)
anyway, this is the first way of revenge through physical means :)
so yah. and if u dun like to read this kind of stuff, shoo. :)
well. i classified my revenge into a few parts.
physical and mental.
this shall be the 1st post of the revenge series. :)
fret not, unless you are one of the 20 -people in my list,that somehow,
i will reveal slowly in this blog. =p
worrying? haha. anyway, the number will NEVER decrease, and no doubt it will increase. :)
physically, we can do many things to a person.
ranging from the head to toe.
i will make sure all parts are fully utilized. :)
anyway, this is the first way of revenge through physical means :)
- have a bed of sharp needles.
- those needles that when brought close to you, you will like immediately feel the "no no no" feeling.
- yea. and hang the person suspending in the air like 5 cm away from that bed. pulling him up and down. making him scared and all his hair stand.
- then after say like 5 minutes of 'fun', show him on TV what his family and friends want to tell him and make a recording of his pathetic state, and post up on Youtube. :)
- then finally, from say a height of 10cm? cut of the rope that's suspending him and make him drop on the bed of needles. if you're wondering why 10 cm instead of 10m, there's a reason, cause, c'mon, we dun want him to die so early right? haha
- so, he's supposedly poked with all those needles in pain. carry him out, and put him on another bed. a nice one. :)
- then use salt and pepper, and apply it all over his body, oh ya. he should be tied up on all 4 ends :)
- Use a hammer and then hit like nobody's business on the knee caps. hehe.
- then, after that, i think he shouldn't be so strong. haha.
- or if he still is, stab him in the mouth with 3 kitchen knives, and move the knives around, making his mouth wider than his ass. :)
- i believe, he's gone by now. and the world will be rid of another bad man. :)
Do you know?
And so that night I called you
You made up your mind
To let me cry all night
And the next day I met you
I thought I will be fine
Alright and will not cry
But it’s simply hard to forget.
There’s a hole in my heart
You told me you din want to tear it apart.
Do you know, you really broke my heart
Do you know, I’ve really did my part
Do you know, the pain that you gave, is so damn hard
Do you know, that song still lingers in my heart
Do you know, I no longer live like what I did yesterday
Do you know, I really miss you so, I hope
It’s a dream, I believe
I force myself not to deceive anybody
But somehow it’s just me who doesn’t think
But too bad, that’s reality
You no longer have the same feelings
Pretence is hard that you decide to leave me
But I know you wouldn’t come back
You just want to be my friend
And want me to accept that fact
Do you know, I ‘m struggling with myself inside
Do you know, it’s all you and you in my eyes
Do you know, that life’s never good, without you by my side
Do you know, I’m crying all night
Do you know, I hope all that you said were all lies
Do you know, it’s you that once lit up my life, now it’s back to my original life
Why can’t you lie?
Why must you find, back the feelings?
Why can’t I cry?
Why must you leave me alone to die?
You made up your mind
To let me cry all night
And the next day I met you
I thought I will be fine
Alright and will not cry
But it’s simply hard to forget.
There’s a hole in my heart
You told me you din want to tear it apart.
Do you know, you really broke my heart
Do you know, I’ve really did my part
Do you know, the pain that you gave, is so damn hard
Do you know, that song still lingers in my heart
Do you know, I no longer live like what I did yesterday
Do you know, I really miss you so, I hope
It’s a dream, I believe
I force myself not to deceive anybody
But somehow it’s just me who doesn’t think
But too bad, that’s reality
You no longer have the same feelings
Pretence is hard that you decide to leave me
But I know you wouldn’t come back
You just want to be my friend
And want me to accept that fact
Do you know, I ‘m struggling with myself inside
Do you know, it’s all you and you in my eyes
Do you know, that life’s never good, without you by my side
Do you know, I’m crying all night
Do you know, I hope all that you said were all lies
Do you know, it’s you that once lit up my life, now it’s back to my original life
Why can’t you lie?
Why must you find, back the feelings?
Why can’t I cry?
Why must you leave me alone to die?
I've tried.
Once again I woke up from that dream
Full of memories
I dun want to think
It’s been a month since your hands withdrew
From shoulders of mine
That belonged to you
I’m sorry but I still do the things you want me to do
I’ve tried
All the ways and means just to forget you
I’ve tried
My very best to start my life anew
I’ve tried
To throw the things that reminds me of you
I’ve tried
But it’s of no use. I still love you.
I’ve walked the streets to clear my head
But I’m like dead
I just can’t move on
I stayed in my room tried to escape
And hide my way through
The shadows of you
I’m sorry but I still do the things you want me to do
I’ve tried
All the ways and means just to forget you
I’ve tried
My very best to start my life anew
I’ve tried
To throw the things that reminds me of you
I’ve tried
But it’s of no use. I still love you.
Back to friends again
The feeling’s not there
You dun care about me dude
Life’s never going to be the same
Anymore, I swear
I still miss you
I’ve tried
All the ways and means just to forget you
I’ve tried
My very best to start my life anew
I’ve tried
To throw the things that reminds me of you
I’ve tried
But it’s of no use. I still love you.
And I really love you.
And I really need you.
And I really miss you.
Full of memories
I dun want to think
It’s been a month since your hands withdrew
From shoulders of mine
That belonged to you
I’m sorry but I still do the things you want me to do
I’ve tried
All the ways and means just to forget you
I’ve tried
My very best to start my life anew
I’ve tried
To throw the things that reminds me of you
I’ve tried
But it’s of no use. I still love you.
I’ve walked the streets to clear my head
But I’m like dead
I just can’t move on
I stayed in my room tried to escape
And hide my way through
The shadows of you
I’m sorry but I still do the things you want me to do
I’ve tried
All the ways and means just to forget you
I’ve tried
My very best to start my life anew
I’ve tried
To throw the things that reminds me of you
I’ve tried
But it’s of no use. I still love you.
Back to friends again
The feeling’s not there
You dun care about me dude
Life’s never going to be the same
Anymore, I swear
I still miss you
I’ve tried
All the ways and means just to forget you
I’ve tried
My very best to start my life anew
I’ve tried
To throw the things that reminds me of you
I’ve tried
But it’s of no use. I still love you.
And I really love you.
And I really need you.
And I really miss you.
I just want to
It’s just so hard to forget
The days I spent with you
The nights I thought of you
Every minute I am thinking of you
Memories just flow back
As I name everything after you
Even the day when you packed my room
But they’re things that I can’t undo
But what can I do?
There’s nothing better than seeing you
I just want to return to you
And hold you tight by my side
I just want to sing you that song
That you once said was nice
I just want to be with you
No matter what our status is
I just want to, and I just want to
Say I love you
It’s just so hard to forget
The days I spent with you
The nights I thought of you
Every minute I am thinking of you
Memories just flow back
As I name everything after you
Even the day when you packed my room
But they’re things that I can’t undo
But what can I do
Every dream’s all about you
I just want to say it to you
And cry my heart out for you
I just want to hear those words again
That you once said will be forever
I just want to lie to you
No matter how hard I’ll be fine
I just want to, and I just want to
Say I need you
Everything I say
Everything you do
It’s playing in my mind
Everyday I think of you
Every night I dream of you
I just want to
Let you know,
I really love you
The days I spent with you
The nights I thought of you
Every minute I am thinking of you
Memories just flow back
As I name everything after you
Even the day when you packed my room
But they’re things that I can’t undo
But what can I do?
There’s nothing better than seeing you
I just want to return to you
And hold you tight by my side
I just want to sing you that song
That you once said was nice
I just want to be with you
No matter what our status is
I just want to, and I just want to
Say I love you
It’s just so hard to forget
The days I spent with you
The nights I thought of you
Every minute I am thinking of you
Memories just flow back
As I name everything after you
Even the day when you packed my room
But they’re things that I can’t undo
But what can I do
Every dream’s all about you
I just want to say it to you
And cry my heart out for you
I just want to hear those words again
That you once said will be forever
I just want to lie to you
No matter how hard I’ll be fine
I just want to, and I just want to
Say I need you
Everything I say
Everything you do
It’s playing in my mind
Everyday I think of you
Every night I dream of you
I just want to
Let you know,
I really love you
You wun be there
It's not that i want to think of you
Just that i wake up in the morning
To find myself still in that beautiful dream
I told you I'd really forget
But truth's it's hard to accept
Hours and minutes spent
Waiting for you to comeback
Still living in the past
I can’t simply let it pass
Dream or nightmare
No longer do I care
I’ve made up my mind
To get over that and do my best to forget
Though tears may be there, I maybe scared
I dun think you will give me strength (you once did)
Coz I know, you wun be there
I told you I'd really forget
But truth's it's hard to accept
Hours and minutes spent
Waiting for you to comeback
Still living in the past
I can’t simply let it pass
Dream or nightmare
No longer do I care
I’ve made up my mind
To get over that and do my best to forget
Though tears may be there, I maybe scared
I dun think you will give me strength (you once did)
Coz I know, you wun be there
I hope you’ll be kind
And not come back into the life that you used to like
Though I cry all night, I maybe sad
I dun think you will ever come back (you never did)
Coz I know you wun be there
Anymore, you wun be there. Anytime, I think of you no more.
Anywhere, I see you face there. Anyway, I do not care.
You wun be there. You wun come back. You wun be there. For me. Anymore.
Just that i wake up in the morning
To find myself still in that beautiful dream
I told you I'd really forget
But truth's it's hard to accept
Hours and minutes spent
Waiting for you to comeback
Still living in the past
I can’t simply let it pass
Dream or nightmare
No longer do I care
I’ve made up my mind
To get over that and do my best to forget
Though tears may be there, I maybe scared
I dun think you will give me strength (you once did)
Coz I know, you wun be there
I told you I'd really forget
But truth's it's hard to accept
Hours and minutes spent
Waiting for you to comeback
Still living in the past
I can’t simply let it pass
Dream or nightmare
No longer do I care
I’ve made up my mind
To get over that and do my best to forget
Though tears may be there, I maybe scared
I dun think you will give me strength (you once did)
Coz I know, you wun be there
I hope you’ll be kind
And not come back into the life that you used to like
Though I cry all night, I maybe sad
I dun think you will ever come back (you never did)
Coz I know you wun be there
Anymore, you wun be there. Anytime, I think of you no more.
Anywhere, I see you face there. Anyway, I do not care.
You wun be there. You wun come back. You wun be there. For me. Anymore.
untitled.
And I always remember the times we date
I love you is what you will always say
I still remember the days
We sneaked out at night and star gaze
But things didn’t work our way
And then it extinguished our love flame
I had to shoulder all the blame
All because of me is what you claim
I promised you that I could change
To fit you into those things that you craved
I’ve always believed in fate
Hoping a better future we can create
And then life after the break
It will never ever gonna be the same
The smile of mine will still be fake
And I continue to live on in a daze
Maybe u will choose to come back someday
Back to my side I will always pray
But when I see you with your new found date
A big frown just added to my face
No longer am I your slave
Now alone hiding in a cave
Waiting for you to save
But you never came
(hey, I m okay)
Can you take me away
Onboard the same bus number 6
And give me your time to explain
I dun want you to hate
I just want to make you stay
Dun leave me alone in this pathetic state
And please once more for our sake
We just need one more take, just one more take.
Those promises that you gave
I will never break
I love you is what you will always say
I still remember the days
We sneaked out at night and star gaze
But things didn’t work our way
And then it extinguished our love flame
I had to shoulder all the blame
All because of me is what you claim
I promised you that I could change
To fit you into those things that you craved
I’ve always believed in fate
Hoping a better future we can create
And then life after the break
It will never ever gonna be the same
The smile of mine will still be fake
And I continue to live on in a daze
Maybe u will choose to come back someday
Back to my side I will always pray
But when I see you with your new found date
A big frown just added to my face
No longer am I your slave
Now alone hiding in a cave
Waiting for you to save
But you never came
(hey, I m okay)
Can you take me away
Onboard the same bus number 6
And give me your time to explain
I dun want you to hate
I just want to make you stay
Dun leave me alone in this pathetic state
And please once more for our sake
We just need one more take, just one more take.
Those promises that you gave
I will never break
Thursday, 9 August 2007
有个人曾经爱过你
拿出那本日记
记载每一个失恋的痕迹
曾经自我谨记
不会再跌入爱情的陷阱
但是遇见了你
那种魅力慢慢再次浮起
我们彼此相应
说要一起热恋半个世纪
不管你还记不记我们的感情
一切都没关系
只要你记得你曾经说我爱你
我也会很满意
虽然你对我说过分手不容易
是谁那么狠心
如果这样可以让你更加开心
我什么都愿意
只要你记得有人很爱你
爱情这个游戏
让我们每天越来越着迷
越爱就越痛心
舍不得让对方独自远离
每当闭上眼睛
想起我们的东西和事情
快乐点点滴滴
现在只能哭泣回忆过去
不管你还记不记我们的感情
一切都没关系
只要你记得你曾经说我爱你
我也会很满意
虽然你对我说过分手不容易
是谁那么狠心
如果这样可以让你更加开心
我什么都愿意
只要你记得有人很爱你
没想到会有这样的结局
没想到会活在美好过去
没想到一切太快来不急
爱得太用力 伤得太狠心
我已经快断气
你要记得有一个人曾经爱过你
很爱你
记载每一个失恋的痕迹
曾经自我谨记
不会再跌入爱情的陷阱
但是遇见了你
那种魅力慢慢再次浮起
我们彼此相应
说要一起热恋半个世纪
不管你还记不记我们的感情
一切都没关系
只要你记得你曾经说我爱你
我也会很满意
虽然你对我说过分手不容易
是谁那么狠心
如果这样可以让你更加开心
我什么都愿意
只要你记得有人很爱你
爱情这个游戏
让我们每天越来越着迷
越爱就越痛心
舍不得让对方独自远离
每当闭上眼睛
想起我们的东西和事情
快乐点点滴滴
现在只能哭泣回忆过去
不管你还记不记我们的感情
一切都没关系
只要你记得你曾经说我爱你
我也会很满意
虽然你对我说过分手不容易
是谁那么狠心
如果这样可以让你更加开心
我什么都愿意
只要你记得有人很爱你
没想到会有这样的结局
没想到会活在美好过去
没想到一切太快来不急
爱得太用力 伤得太狠心
我已经快断气
你要记得有一个人曾经爱过你
很爱你
new life.
im better off spending my time explaining the meaning of life to a cockroach.
goals in life
goals in life
- write nice nice songs
- eliminate my enemies, the revenge is still on
- study.
so mainly, this blog, u will see my lousy compositions, and my ideas on how to revenge. haha.
any similarities are sadly regretted. haha
and if u feel uncomfortable, pls shoo. :)
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